I sat here thinking what to say and I came up with a bunch of excuses that are just plain old lame.
No time, I call bull**** ! Now Heather you know that's a lie. You could've wrote something instead of spending an hour on Facebook playing a jigsaw game or Bingo.
Don't feel like I have anything to say. Closer but yet you spent nearly an hour on the phone with mom today and even chatted with dad for awhile. So again, I'm not buying it, think of something else.
Fine you want the truth... I don't think anyone really gives a damn about my life of crochet, sewing and hubby. This is true, I was finding my writing to be mundane and repetitive which annoyed me and made me feel like my life was stuck on pause. Seriously who wants to read about that?
Another thing that keeps me from hitting publish is my beliefs and opinions aren't streamlined like most, to be on one specific side or the other and it is really hard to not write about it. I have written many posts that had gotten a little to rowdy for my comfort so I didn't publish them. Sometimes writing your words out gives you a chance to see your anger rather than just feeling your anger.
Good therapy.
But it is not just that, it is laziness, pure and simple. I correspond with my pen pal about once a month and we do daily updates and mine are always filled with this or that about life, sewing or crochet. Problem is most of the time I am doing weeks at a time instead of doing it every day, like I should be.
Laziness, pure and simple. What could take 10 minutes a day, turns into hours in one day.
I am a hard working slacker! Haha
